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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Ashley-BedardFemale/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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I'm Ashley, I've been through some really hard times. I'm still trying to deal with my childhood.I've changed a good bit and I'm still trying to better myself.

I never put myself on top cause im afraid to fall, scratch that, i know i will fall. I hate when people try to act like my mom, stop caring about me, im alright.I have a very hard time keeping friends, I dont actually know why, but i assume that im doing somthing wrong i just dont know what, or im just not that likable, which right now, i'm okay with, because i dont know how to change it, might as well accept it.

I never mean any of the mean things i say, unless its the truth

I take things for granted and suffer when i lose it The right and left sides of my brain are at an ongoing debate, which leaves me completely indecisive.

I never pretend or wish to be normal, its my thing, (: People dont get me, But that okay, neither do i =3 Im Unique. And i love it, Love me or hate me, i dont care.

Uhm....Random Update?

Thu Sep 17, 2009, 9:23 AM
So, I moved to the middle of no where.
Its really shitty.
I live in a trailer....No really, I do.
It has additions on it...which improves it a little i guess. We live off of well water and have dialup internet...Which is pretty much the same as having no internet at all. Which really, doesnt bug me, at all... I dont even really like being on the computer anymore. The only reason im on it right now is cause im at school and i dont understand the question im on xD
Schools going pretty great though, im almost finished a credit =]
working hard but hardly working , you know?

So. I read a book the other day, or shall i say like a week and a half ago? And it reeally changed my outlook on things, about a month ago I started doing yoga, and I am now officially Vegan. I dont know why but i feel more healthy and it only been a day. Haha.
But yeah, im really going to do it this time.
And all those fuckers that doubt me, I will prove you wrong >:3

Other thatn the whole , healthy peaceful living things, i have been in a weird mood, for like 4-5 months now.....I dunno, i feel like im going in a downward spiral, hopefully eating better and excersizing will help?

Oh, and i went to see The Final Destination in 3D
last week, it was so stupid, not that I expected any different. And this week I saw Halloween 2, Now I have to tell you people, i have never walked out during a movie until now, and not because it was scary, to tell you the truth, only one part actually kinda frightened me, i left, because it was so stupid. I mean like, who doesnt love a good horror movie, but i like the ones thta have a good story like and a little but of suspense to it....This one was just flashes of the past and random people dying, it wasnt good at all, i was dissapointed.
Not that i really expected that much, i was never really into any of the other ones...

Theere is one thing that i desperatly need to talk about though.
His name is aaron.
Dont get the wrong i dea, this is not one of those little fan girl crushes or someone whos gonna go on about how cute this boy is.
Aaron is my moms fiance. Hes is .....how do i say this? The biggest Asshole i have ever encountered, let alone lived with. I mean, i thought she had bad taste in boyfriends before but i mean WOAH, what the fuck mom. Hes just such a douche, he once yelled at me for eating a handful of his chips -_-
the other day, he let my cat escape into the woods and told me it was my fault. But over all the stupidest things he has ever said, was....Well, he blocked out firedoor, cause hes a dumbass, and i said "what if the house catches on fire?" and he said, get this, "Only stupid people burn -_-" HAH
WHAT THE FUCK. Who says that? Like how retarded do you have to be?

But i think this is getting a little long....So Im gona go...not work. and surf the school monitered web woot!

  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Radio, And annoying girls yapping.
  • Reading: Nosatsu Junkie.
  • Eating: Trail Mix

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bedardy. go to school.
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I'm gonna leave you a comment every day for the rest of the semester ,btw.
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you know whos art is super good right ..
I mean .. totally serious and deffinatley deeply skilled ?
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your username should be abedirty.
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ashley bedard, I'm not going to write you a love song.
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You know what michelle >:l
I am sick of your shit.
You and yer skeen girlfriandd
can go fuck a doornob!
Lololol just kidding
Im bored.

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